whoa whoa..
had been slacking for the past 2 days..
thanks to swiss club..
work work work work work work work work~~~~
sehx!
thurs-4pm to 10pm cause too bored already then self surrendered and went to play pool with my darling. pam,jaime,serene,kaijie and gordon joined later, last game is me and pam! HORRIBLE game..went home late.. XD

Fri-4pm to 2am..zzz so tired!!!!

Sat-4pm to 2am..again!!!!zz

Sun-8am to 4pm! siao ar! slept less than 3 hours..zzz
kanna woke up by danny! first thing hear from him is "where the fuck are you?!"
but at least i rushed down asap ok! cabbed down to amk. met them at 0645..zzz
glenn worked too..^^
after work went to bukit timah plaza to get things then bused home..
slept like a pig in bus..oops.think i didnt drool..hee
is drool also on his shirt..heheheheh got my smell le..oops

monday..
slept for 12 hours or more i think..
slacked at home till glenn came then taught my younger sis a bit of science cause she got exam.
then slacked...

same thing today again.
the only diff is i got a suprise from him.
he didnt tell me he coming then im still in my pjs...
oops..
in the end he gotta wait outside for me to get changed,
hehehehehehe

that's all i can say bout past few days..hehhe
ciaos

gong gong,

friday: heard that you got admitted into the hospital
i was really worried.dont even feel like going work.
but mama say should be alright.
when i was at workplace, received a text from emily saying that your condition was critical.
urge feeling to leave everything there and just visit you.
went to the hospital seeing all the tubes and how hard is it for you to take a breath
makes my heartache, is like why gong gong have to suffer this kinda pain.

went home just not long, doc say you are in a critical condition.
rushed down, hearing beep sound and see your pulse drop dramatically really hope that all that was a dream.
but it wasnt.
whenever we're there you would get pass every critical condition.

we just went home to rest for an hour plus..
you didnt even let us say our last word to you before you left.
but you left me a dream.
that made me feel better.
thanks for the hug. i love you ah gong.

during the wake, lots of thoughts went through my mind.
i regretted not always visiting you when you are around.
think that would be my last wish if i had a chance to make it true.
i'll miss you forever, ah gong.

thanks to those who have accompanied me to pull through this period.
espcially glenn and pamela.
and those who had went over: glenn,monkey,cargo,kitty,master
really thanks.
to pam: really thanks for all the words you have told me to made me feel better.
forever my les! love you!
to glenn: thanks baby, for being around for me when i needed you.and talking things through to me.love you dear.