Crying can mean a lot...

well well, field camp~
cried today again..its not about him leaving not able to contact me..
just dislike people esp my mum to always come to some conclusion.
Crying doesnt always means sad..
it can be happy tears, touched tears. but just in their dictionary crying always mean sad..
Knowing me for 19 years dont tell me they dont know how emotional i am? I can even cry about things not involving me!!

As for the reason i cried?
just purely touched..
touched about..
How he is always trying to give me the best of everything..
Him trying to make up to the days he can't spend with me..
How hard he is trying to always make me happy, encouraging me in whatever i do.
Him being always so thoughtful about the tiniest thing.
Him sending me little emails, messages.

Just wanna let him know no matter what and how life is.
just purely spending as much time as possible with him will be enough.

long long time no blog.

well lots of things to say but will leave it later..
hmmm pass few days my darling had been sick.
down with a flu..so he left camp on wednesday.
happy yet worried for him.
happy cause he can rest and also i can see him more often.
worried cause afraid that it might i've been H1N1.

saturday, the day his MC end. when we're about to meet, one of his sir called and asked him to stay home cause the test results was positive. when he told me, i didnt know what to do,
to go visit him or stay put at home.. the thing is i've got him something, woke up early to bake him some home made cookies.

so decided continue what i've done for him. brought my sis and her bf to causeway point ( was my younger sis birthday then i already promise i will bring her and her bf out along with glenn)
but since he is down with swine flu thought of cancelling but my younger sis was so sad so put myself together.
the least i can pass him the things i've made for him.so went to his house and put outside his door.
but the weird thing is, he has no fever and he is recovering without the aid of tami-flu..
might be a mistake made by the sir. but never mind. he have more MC..
but he is rotting at home.so kelian..
something i've got from him..made my day!

baby: just wanna let you know that no matter what, i'll be there for you, in person or a phone call. I LOVE YOU~
wanna take care of you but cannot go over!!! Y-Y

heya!
hmmm, supposingly not to have holiday now but still, Thanks to H1N1 holidays are extended.
Good and BAD!!!!
good thing is that we get more time to do whatever proj that is needed to be done. More time to slack and more late nights!

BAD thing is.... IM ROTTING~~~~~~ and gaining much weight!
sighs!

well, think its not the holiday problem, think its because my darling boyfriend is in ARMY!!!
Y-Y
The thing is that when he's not around i wont have much to do as in more time to spend alone, which to me is not a good thing. Cause when im alone i tend to eat! horrible hor?
Since 11 june, is either going out with friend, worked one day at swiss, do proj, mostly stayed at home!
GOD~~~~
life seem so empty that i have to fill it with FOOD!!!!

PLAN!
1. go running!
2. eat lesser
3. people, you have to help, ask me out!!!!! so that i can dont eat! cause i realise when im out i tend to eat lesser or less time for eating!
4. no suppers!
5. try to stick to 2 meals a day with no snack breaks!

oh good news..
I've passed 15 days without him and so 5 days will just be a piece of CAKE!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
so proud of myself.
but i still miss him everytime..sad.
think government should give incentives to those girlfriend whose boyfriend is serving army.
haha..
some rubbish i thought of!

well just praying that everyday without him pass with a blink of eye and that he is safe and sound away from injuries and H1N1~