hmmmm...again i neva come up n blog for quite a long time le...haha too busy or lazy le..heehee tis few days really getting veri tired le..think now im like mentally n pyhsically tired liao...last time is mentally tired physically hyper active..but now is really too tired..i dunno wat to do...cant really carry on..muz hold myself together without letting other ppl see any scars left by some ppl in my heart..is really veri hard...in mi im crying hard but hu's gonna save mi,i dunno..i not as strong as wat ppl see mi as..everything within mi is so complicated now..e feeling is still dere is hard to let it go although it really hurt mi a lot...but really veri hard to let go...although is a veri short happiness but i cant forget it...is more dan i can imagine...hmmm i think some of my frenz will klnw wat im i toking abt ba..haha im trying veri hard to do wat i can to heal myself....